But what if you go? What if you go and I can't find you?
[He sounded genuinely worried about this, because no, he didn't want to lose another person he cared about. He couldn't go through that and he'd fallen hard for Rachel. Having her taken away from him now would just kill him. He'd be useless and he knew it. But he didn't want to seem like he was this codependent jerk -- even though he might be a bit where she was concerned.]
I just don't want to lose you, Rach. Not here. Not home. I... I know we don't really have a say in it, but I want to. I don't want to have to go home without you.
[ her forehead rests against his as she shuts her eyes, and now she's back to not knowing what to say, how to make it right. she shakes her head a tiny bit ]
We can't think about that. I mean, there's no way of knowing. [ how things will turn out, when it'll happen. ]
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[He sounded genuinely worried about this, because no, he didn't want to lose another person he cared about. He couldn't go through that and he'd fallen hard for Rachel. Having her taken away from him now would just kill him. He'd be useless and he knew it. But he didn't want to seem like he was this codependent jerk -- even though he might be a bit where she was concerned.]
I just don't want to lose you, Rach. Not here. Not home. I... I know we don't really have a say in it, but I want to. I don't want to have to go home without you.
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We can't think about that. I mean, there's no way of knowing. [ how things will turn out, when it'll happen. ]