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Stiles Stilinski ([personal profile] teenyoda) wrote2013-05-01 03:08 pm
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"Leave a message. I'm around. Or sleeping. Or... stuff."
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[personal profile] truesight 2014-02-13 02:44 am (UTC)(link)
[ she wants to make a joke about "no! no arriving early!" but she's sure he won't, and she doesn't want to end up putting pressure on him just to make a joke. but her brows do lift up when he says it, which is why it's good he's busy kissing and holding her, yes. ] I'll be on top. To start, at least. [ which she sounds way too excited about, probably, but she likes the idea of being on top. it takes her a second to figure out how to get back to the way they were before, but, it's not that difficult, she just has to scoot back so she can move onto her knees again. which takes a second, but then she's on her hands and knees in front of him, leaning in for a kiss before she's moving forward ]

Lay back.
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[personal profile] truesight 2014-02-13 03:04 am (UTC)(link)
Ever, ever?

[ she's trying to be very aware of -parts, how they're situated, because she doesn't want to hurt him or anything, or hurt the chances of this going well for them either. she's trying not to rush any of this, even if she does want to just get right back to kissing because kissing means his eyes aren't wandering and she's not self-conscious but boy it still is really new and intimidating for her to be this undressed in front of somebody. and okay, maybe some part of her really likes knowing that he likes looking, but. still. this is almost just like before, only less clothes, which should mean she's totally prepared for it, but she's kind of not. a thought that gets shoved to the front of her mind all hey wow check out how pretty-much-naked you both are and how awesome it feels to roll your hips over his. yeah, he's turned on, and you're turned on, and now you both know it, super clear as day. there's no denying the level of arousal anymore. hey, how's it going. that's her brain right now.

way into this, but way. too. talkative.

she needs to stop thinking so much.

which is why she doesn't lean down over him just yet, her hands resting on his stomach as she gets comfortable on his lap, maybe, possibly trying to sort out the logistics of being on top. it actually makes tons of sense, if it's.. anything like this, with their underwear still on. she could sit here all day. she kind of wants to.
]

Fortunately enough, I happen to think guys named Stiles are the sexiest ever. So this all seems to be falling in place rather nicely.
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[personal profile] truesight 2014-02-13 03:31 am (UTC)(link)
My Stiles. [ ah, holding hands, why didn't she think of that? it actually makes it kind of easier to get cracking on that 'stop thinking so much' plan, especially once she brings one of his hands up to half nuzzle, and half hide behind. a little bit. well, there's no hiding when you're sitting on top of someone, but she's kissing the back of his hand and then keeping it right there even after she stops ]

I'm so nervous, this is- [ she lets out a breath, a literally 'phoo', oh man kind of deal ] I feel like this shouldn't be so easy, like, maybe we're missing something, some kind of obstacle course we're supposed to conquer first before we get to it? [ she kisses his knuckles again ] I've put so much thought into this and now we're like, doing this, and you're so hot and this is so hot and - can we take our underwear off now? [ is that rushing or what. is there some kind of protocol, like, twenty minutes must be spent performing oral immediately before you get to the actual sex-sex? because hey, she wouldn't mind going down on Stiles again, but she also kind of maybe wants to see what this sex thing is all about. she's so ready for it it's making her feel jittery all over. still, she's smiling against his hand, letting her hair cover her face a bit. asking "can we have sex now?" is pretty embarrassing, yeah. ]
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[personal profile] truesight 2014-02-13 04:03 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not going to change my mind. [ that part actually makes her laugh. but the rest of it just has her smiling against his hand, mirror his bite once his teeth catch on her knuckle. ] And that's kind of what I meant - it's easy in that I'm not sitting here questioning everything, or worrying, or doubting this. I'm nervous but it's not a bad kind of nerves. It's easy because I know it's right.

[ because she's not worried about her oath anymore, or anything about home at all, really. how could she when she's got somebody like Stiles here, somebody that she loves and loves her back and drives her crazy? she's not going to change her mind, no. which is why she's wiggling their fingers apart, just so she can lift up and start to push her panties over her hips. she ends up sitting back between his legs again, and oh, she should have just taken off their underwear with their pants before, but oh well. her panties hit the floor, and his boxers follow shortly after, only she pauses before she climbs back onto his lap because she has to tear off one of the condoms from the end of that long strip. which makes her giggle again. ]

You don't mind if I wait a bit before putting this on you, do you?

[ which sounds like she's suggesting one thing, but then she's leaning over him to lick a wide stripe from the bottom to the top of his cock, circling her tongue there, using the pressure of it to keep him in place before her hand moves to cup around his balls. ah, maybe she can't just skip ahead. maybe she needs to tease him with her mouth for a little bit first ]
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[personal profile] truesight 2014-02-13 04:15 am (UTC)(link)
[ she peeks up at him, maybe not completely surprised by his reaction ( Stiles is so damn responsive, it's the best ) but the timing of it was enough to make her close her lips for a second and just move her fingers a little bit over his balls, all very slow, like a massage, if calling it a massage didn't make her want to laugh again. but it's like that. ]

Does that feel good?

[ she's quiet again, slowly but surely falling back into the tone of somebody that's quickly abandoning propriety and sweetness in favor of sexsexsex ]
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[personal profile] truesight 2014-02-13 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
Wait.

[ he said he liked bossy, right? so she doesn't feel so bad for telling him no ( almost no ), her hand getting a little bolder in how it plays over him, until she's leaning down, way down, to replace her fingers her with tongue. it's- tricky, but when she uses her hand a little bit too, it starts to make some sense. her thumb slides up over his cock again, until her palm is smoothing up onto his stomach. just so she can drag her nails back down. maybe a little harder than she might normally, but not enough to really scratch him or leave marks. it's just blunt pressure, one she makes up for by then slowly circling the head of his cock with her thumb. ]
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[personal profile] truesight 2014-02-13 04:34 am (UTC)(link)
[ she turns her face to kiss his thigh, feeling this need to reward his good behavior, and it should freak her out that she's thinking of him that way, but it doesn't. he's just so open about the fact that he's actually really trying to do what she says, and it only feels right to kind of react in kind, acknowledge it in some way. her fingers curl around his dick, something for him to thrust into every time his hips jerk maybe, though her mouth is taking its time in slowly licking over his balls, then moving to his hips and across his stomach in the meantime. wet, openmouthed kisses. ]
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[personal profile] truesight 2014-02-13 04:48 am (UTC)(link)
No, I'm not. It's called foreplay. But I can save it for after. ..After-play? Is that a thing?

[ like he doesn't know, like she's some kind of expert. but she is close enough to notice that precome, and she doesn't hesitate before taking him into her mouth again, just for a second, like she's just trying to clean him up and it might not just end up making it worse. but still, at least now she's opening the condom wrapper, using her teeth, but it's not exactly sexy or anything. she bites off two bits of foil that she has to - fffphph - spit off of her tongue before she manages to tear the strip across the top. she's slow to roll it down on him, kind of quirking a brow at how tight it fits. but that's kind of the point, right. latex. the doctors here told her she can't get pregnant, so thin is actually okay, it's more of a mental barrier for her. protected sex is good sex. at least for the first time.

she grins up at him as she wipes her fingers off on her thigh ( the wrapper wasn't kidding when it said 'lubricated' ), finally crawling up over him again. but she stays on her hands and knees, her curls falling to one side as she leans in for another kiss. because kisses are still the best, even in the final moments before she finally checks in her v-card and takes Stiles' with it
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[personal profile] truesight 2014-02-13 05:10 am (UTC)(link)
You, too.

[ which felt like cheating, basically going 'ditto', but kissing is better than talking right now, especially because it's giving her some time to figure out where they're at. like she really needs that much time at all to do so. one of her hands reaches down to slide her fingers over herself, testing that yes, yeah, she's really wet, and actually kind of sensitive right now too. probably all that friction before. but it's perfect, it's- she doesn't- actually know if she's tight or not-that-tight or anything, because of her oath, she never fingered herself, and Stiles always managed to get her off using just his mouth during the few times they tried that, so. it's kind of a mystery to her.

and again she's faced with the fact that her boyfriend is genuinely well endowed ( artistically speaking, at least. you know, proportionally. impressive is a better word than well endowed. anyway ), and it's actually a little intimidating? but she's not too worried. they can take it slow. bodies were literally built for this, it's not like it'd be impossible. so, right. theres all that thinky stuff out of the way, now she's just-

going to shift around a bit until her hips are over his again, and she moves her hand from herself down to hold Stiles at her entrance. or- close to it. she takes a second to just rub him over her folds, a quiet moan making its way into their kiss. she has to shift back just a tiny bit more, but there, okay, that's- lined up. all systems freaking go. almost.
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Might need to take it slow. [ she sounds almost apologetic, or at least bashful, but, she's sure it might not take her that long to adjust or whatever. she has no idea. she's still pressing little kisses against his lips, but she's more focused on keeping her balance over him, lowering herself really, really slowly onto him. ]
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[personal profile] truesight 2014-02-13 05:24 am (UTC)(link)
[ it's a little silly how comforting it is, Stiles' hands on her sides, almost like when they hold hands or when he rubs the small of her back to help her fall asleep. it's silly because she's trying not to whimper and crumble from how good it feels, just the first two or three inches of him stretching her open, but the slide of his hand is enough to smooth her nerves over. she lowers herself about halfway down onto him before she has to stop, her brow creasing up. it doesn't hurt, but she feels really tight. tense. so her eyes shut, and she takes a deep breath, tries to relax through it. ]

I so don't have enough patience for what my body needs right now.

[ she huffs a laugh, because yeah, mentally, she wants to be going to town on him right now. she wants to grind down on him with him buried inside of her completely, but her body is taking its sweet time adjusting to him. she opens her eyes just to watch his face, take in the curve of his lip and the shape of his jaw and how dark his eyes look right now. not quite all pupils, but they're blown wide for her, and she loves it, she loves him. with a deep exhale she lets herself sink down onto him all the way, sitting flat against him, and it makes her whine and tense up a bit, but ugh, ugh- ]

Oh, gods.
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[personal profile] truesight 2014-02-13 05:45 am (UTC)(link)
[ she sounds a little out of it, but- ] You don't have anything to be sorry for, it's not like- it's- gods, it's good. So good. All good. Just need to get used to it. [ it literally was just a stretch, and she can already feel this pressure inside of her, it's all newnewnew and her body is just hyperaware of all of it. and honestly, she kind of likes having Stiles right here for right now, her arms circling around his neck again and just holding onto him. she is starting to relax, at least, really relax. the tension in her shoulders starts to sink away, and her hips actually press a little closer to him as the rest of her relaxes too. she purposely clenches around him a bit, just to feel it, and it ends up making her moan quietly against his shoulder ] Yeah- Oh, okay, yeah. [ yeah, that's how this is supposed to feel. that's the rest of that thought, but she doesn't say it out loud because she doesn't want Stiles to think it like hurt or something a second ago. it was just a weird kind of fullness. but now, now it's turning into an awesome kind of fullness. her hips slowly rock against his, kind of the same way they always do, only now he's inside of her and it makes her straight out groan from the feeling ] Stiles.
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[personal profile] truesight 2014-02-13 06:00 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah.

[ it takes her a second to collect her brain enough to form some thinkythoughts on how to go about this, but at first she just rocks against him again, and again. he doesn't have to move yet, it's actually kind of perfect right now, to start, her position on her knees making it very easy to rock forward and backward. it's not textbook sex, not technically, but grinding kind of counts, right? it's definitely helping her get used to the feel of him inside of her, at least.

and it's kind of a little sexy, too, now that she's pulling herself out of the physical mind-meet-body-and-understand-logistics part of this. now that her body's cooperating, she can focus on how good he feels. and how she's found a slow rhythm in the roll of her hips over his ( some ridiculous part of her is wishing there was music or something for her to move to, but that's both the artsy side of her and maybe the part of her that can't help but think of a porno now, thanks Stiles ), her breathing already starting to go a little rocky
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Let's upgrade that 'good' to a 'seriously awesome', yeah- [ yeah, yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah goddamnit. if she wasn't careful she was going to actually start sounding like a porno, and she refused. no. she would not. she could pretend to act like a porn star while trying to dirty talk, but actually sounding like one during sex wasn't going to happen ]

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